So the question really is...where will I be in a year?
Right now, I have no clue.
I thought I had things very figured out, my life neatly compartmentalized.
Then I decided to stay in Provo over the summer instead of doing an internship. And I decided to take a class I was going to take in the fall during the summer.
I'm a public relations major. What does that mean? I mean, I am doing what I'm supposed to, but public relations can take me in so many directions.
While I was getting set apart today the blessing spoke to me about my future. So much is coming my way! Am I prepared for it? Is my life what it needs to be? All the choices I make right now will determine if I end up where the Lord has planned for me--where great things await me.
And then there's the fact that I turn 21 in a measly five months. Wrap your head around all the implications of this.
I have a new job. One of two Daily Universe Special Sections Coordinators. Sounds very important, doesn't it? I'm scared out of my mind I'm not competent enough. I just have to make myself, that's all. Good luck, Cindy.
The new job complicates things too. I have a company depending on me now. I can't just run off, at least until we have the next guy trained and comfortable in the position. Which means...what?
This is one of my most disconnected blog entries. I probably should have just written it in my journal or something and spared you all.
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6 comments:
You've always got my ear if you need it:-)
you can do it all Cindy. you can get what you want,
After our long talk today I am more convinced than ever that you will choose the right path for your life, that you will have the Lord's blessing and direction on that path (He will be lighting the way) and you will be a fit tool in His hands whatever you do. I love you, Cindy!
Cindy, I read this yesterday, but didn't have the chance to respond. Just wanted you to know that it's okay. It's okay to not know where you are going. You WILL figure it all out. You are conscientious and thoughtful and, to borrow a Mormon cliche, "anxiously engaged." It is just a part of this stage of your life. It doesn't make it any easier, but it is what it is. Growing pains don't end when you reach your full height:-).
were you implying by the laugh and your gladness that "I" thought it went well, that you didn't think your new year's kiss went well? answers Cindy. I won 'em and you got 'em, so givem.
Thanks everyone :) It's always nice to know that I have the confidence of my close friends and family!
Eric. I was laughing at Gabe's comment. And...best New Year's kiss I ever had...albeit my only one ;o)
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